Servet Gürbüz
"It is amazing, incredible, silent, loud, rainy, dark, powerfull,
unspecifyable, big, great, wow wow wow!!!

the URKRAFT she talked to me,
she first got me into her beauty,
then i fell in love and i got blind for a while,

at night she whispered into my ear that i should be careful,
she sent me creatures to show me the power of her magic,

when the sun went down the creatures, powerful and proud, yelled so loud and
such a long time that i wondered what the hell they are doing out there, are
they making this crazy sound just to make me afraid so that i cannot close
my eyes for a little bit sleep!
i saw little elfs flying aroung in the dark and i was wondering if the
little things could make a wish come true if i woulf have one!

sometimes they were ugly and beautyful at the same time,
sometimes they were breathing so loud next to me and my hammock that i
nearly pissed in my pants.
sometimes i heard the loveliest meditating sound ever in my life guiding and
leading us through her body!
sometimes they were coming out of the water in beautiful colors like pink or
blue to say good morning to the sun,
sometimes while we were bathing in one of the small streams of her venes, we
met a dragon so beautiful and innocent talking to me>
dont be afraid thats where you coming from,

i heard pumas, jaguars, ana condas, and a creature we, my original indian
guide and i, could not figure out!
i heard the captan of the djungel, a lovely bird enjoying the technique of a
soundloop!with his other family members and guiding us while we were walking
in untouched areas of the djungle,
i saw little insekts shining in the dark
i saw a tarantula big big big and so beautiful and ugly at the same time
i saw pink dolphins swimming next to my canuu and me and my lovely indian
guide, who treated me like his indian sister and best friend,
when we were tired after a long walk through the djungel we took a bath in
the little rivers of the Urubu ( river of the eagles), once we met a little
alligator, shiny happy beautiful and looking soo fucking antik and old!
Norberto my guide was a fantastic cook a fantastic guide and he became a
friend of mine!
We went to the indian people who are living around this area, there are not
many left and they are living very simple but already integrated to the
civilization, they plant around there little wood houses and go out for other
materials sometimes hours or even days!
they are very small people about 1 meter and 60 and they look very cute and
beautiful!
the children got very afraid of my camera and me, but when i showed them
theirselves their face changed to a silent smile, it was the first time that a
tourist visited them! for norberto it was the first time that he took a
tourist with him to visit the people of this area,
i am very happy that somehow i met norberto
he is so cool and so fine
i learnd a lot in this 7 days, even my portugues is now really good because
i was depended to speak in portugues with him and the people we met,
i think this was a journey i was dreaming of and i would say if you are
alive you have to go amazonia!!!
i think it can heal all your wounds and make you pure and fine again!

soo i am soo fucking tired
feel like on drugs
i hope i will leave this place without malaria or any other desease,
my next stop is brasilia
the space city with its alien believers!
i hope i can change the time of my flight so that i just spent 2 days and
not 3 there
its too expensive and too spacey for me!
kisses and power from the centerofthelungsoftheworld,
ahhh does anybody know> i stoped smoking!!! really it now more than 7 weeks
ago!!
i am very proud!
tschau yours servet"

Servet Gürbüz, Berlin: "Jungle Diary" Video
servet77@gmx.de

An email from Brasilia, March 2004:
"I have felt the URKRAFT"

Servet Gürbüz lives in Berlin. She studies film editing at the HFF Potsdam. She is working on her diplom project, a video diary, filmed in Brasilia.